So marks my first entry after many many years and it's shrouded by the abovementioned emotions.

Hoping this blog is so dead that only I will know this post lol.

It's ironic how we do not want things initially and when we don't get them in the end, we feel a sense of dejection because we really thought we could actually have a shot at it.

How fickle we humans are and how troublesome we can be.

Why can't I know exactly what I want? Why don't I know what I want?

My friend told me.. that it's a phase to be encountered. Through endless search, then will we know better what we want. Is it true? I hope so.

Hopefully all the things my friends say will come true. That eventually, we will find a job, a job we like, or may not like so much, but a job that will suffice for the time being. Hopefully, hopefully it will be soon.

Hopefully, I will learn from these experiences, hopefully, I will get positive replies soon. Hopefully, I will learn to not be dejected.

I shall embrace my elitism (as one has said, and many has indicated, merely due to my grades) and believe that I can do it.

sylvie.

seek and i shall find. the question is, have i actually been seeking hard enough? have i really asked myself hard enough wad i want in life? have i?

maybe it's time to start asking myself. and to stop procrastinating.

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