Sudddenly... i feel sad.

i feel lost without my friends, my family, my bed, my usual surrounding.

ive adapted to the environment here, sure.

but hell now. i want to be with my friends. Late nights out at Macs, movies, sushis, gossiping, just a phone call away.

i guess it sucks more that i have no close confidate here.

做每一样东西都得小心。知人知面不知心。你永远都不知道他们在想什么。

不知道他们会帮你，或伤害你。这种不知所措的感觉我有过。非常讨厌。又拿它没则。

我真得很怀念。也会感到莫种后悔。但我知道。生命就是如此。它可能会给你第二次机会。但这个
机会绝不会在这当儿。它只会在以后发生。所以即使我们后悔也没用。应此，我们倒不如好好的保
握这个机会，能够学的就学，能够体会的就体会。把不能在新加坡学到的好好的学。

I won't say i've learnt much from interning here. However, i've learnt a different lesson from what my other friends could have perhaps learnt. I've learnt to not regret my decisions, to be more independent, that 出外真的是靠朋友。That sincerity will really break all language barriers and that language is never a barrier in making friends. What is the true barrier is perhaps the individual's mentality & perception. If the individual never intended to have an open heart, i guess no one would want to be friends with such a person. If you already had a good mind to get to know the people, language is simply an obstacle/challenge that can be overcomed with good heart and sign language.

I really miss all my friends. I do have friends here, but its super different. Coz with my own friends, we can talk , gossip, laugh. its a whole different feeling.

I wish people were here to share with me my beautiful encounters so far. And i also wish i were there to share with u guys' beautiful encounters.

im stressing over contemporary and portfolio once again.

but im nt doing anything about it. no mood. i hate such a me.

man. i need someone to tok to and motivate me.

argh. i hate alvin. stressing me and yet im nt doing.

i shld just stop whining and start doing. but its so difficult ok.

hai. life stings.

syLvie

visited by an angel at 6:26 AM

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Sunday, December 10, 2006